So....here's the skinny. I've been trying to save the money I have in the bank because I planned on paying for 2 months worth of rent (totaling 650) and then also for my rental car for when Jamie and I go back to Minnesota over Christmas (appx. 300).
I call the bank today.......and I have about 450 bucks left. I thought I was still floating around a grand.
I'm not sure what means I want to use to kill myself tonight. should I use the 'ol fashioned rope, or stick my head in the oven?
I need to have a talk with my mom now.......she was so excited about us coming home that she bought the plane tickets and is paying for our hotel room at a freaking casino
I'm so pissed I could scream........anybody know where to find a good loan for somebody with a delinquency on their credit report?
well since mom's splurging, you can get her to loan you 150 bucks. and then you can always whore yourself to the masses to save up for a rental.
Whenever death may surprise us,
let it be welcome
if our battle cry has reached even one receptive ear
and another hand reaches out to take up our arms.
Nobody's gonna miss me, no tears will fall, no ones gonna weap, when i hit that road.
my boots are broken my brain is sore, fer keepin' up with thier little world, i got a heavy load.
gonna leave 'em all just like before, i'm big city bound, your always 17 in your hometown
I can't wait until the day schools are over-funded and the military is forced to hold bake sales to buy planes.
"It's a great thing when you realize you still have the ability to surprise yourself. Makes you wonder what else you can do that you've forgotten about"
I know. I was beginning to think I was the only one who didnt think this was an appropriate thread...
~Emily
[glow=#6400ff]"Are you going to the grave with unlived lives in your veins?[/glow]
[glow=#0000ff] "I hope that when the world comes to an end, I can breathe a sigh of relief, because there will be so much to look forward to." [/glow]
Ahem. Shut up. Yep. You'd be surprised how much Neil couldn't care less if you can't pick up on the joke.
And Jim. You're the asshole that told me that I am weak and should get over myself last year when I wanted to kill myself, so how about you never speak again? That would be fantastic.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
in forensics class, we saw a picture of a guy who hung himself, and he hadn't been found in a couple of days and gravity was pulling down on his skin and it was all super saggy.
Rufus Wainwright wrote:Ahem. Shut up. Yep. You'd be surprised how much Neil couldn't care less if you can't pick up on the joke.
And Jim. You're the asshole that told me that I am weak and should get over myself last year when I wanted to kill myself, so how about you never speak again? That would be fantastic.
you rule bro....thanks for saying exactly what I would think.
People that don't get jokes arn't cool. There was this whole thing about everyone hating the french, and then this french guy got all offended. and then no one cared. and then someone got mad at us.
yeah...
that sleep thing sounds good.
GO MONEY
(my theory, hit up the local mafia for some quick cash and then win it all back at the casino! Its fail-safe!!)
-Sarah
Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything
Then you think you will inspire
Take apart your head
(and I wish I could inspire)
Take apart your demons, then you add it to the list.
Suicide isn't something to joke about though and I'm glad someone here agrees that this isn't something to laugh about.
I really don't care what you think Alan, so your comments are a waste. I made an attempt to apologize but to no avail. For some reason you can't get over it so I'm leaving it at that.
I can't wait until the day schools are over-funded and the military is forced to hold bake sales to buy planes.
"It's a great thing when you realize you still have the ability to surprise yourself. Makes you wonder what else you can do that you've forgotten about"
Yeah, let's take a serious problem in my life, then insult me about it, not to mention the countless other times you've belittled me on here. You're a worthless cunt, and I won't stop harassing you until you get sick of me and leave the board. I don't want you here. I never want you to post on here again.
No one cares how you think suicide isn't a joke. You say it isn't something to joke about, yet you're the one that says everyone that's ever felt depressed is doing it to themselves, and if they want to, they can feel happy. Wow, last time I checked, there are people out there that can't control their moods easily. Yet you still believe this, and have the gall to insult me because I was sick of my life.
Yes, so go ahead and keep posting and being a dick to everyone, and I will continue to be a dick to you. Hopefully you'll leave the board soon enough.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
I can't wait until the day schools are over-funded and the military is forced to hold bake sales to buy planes.
"It's a great thing when you realize you still have the ability to surprise yourself. Makes you wonder what else you can do that you've forgotten about"
should I use the 'ol fashioned rope, or stick my head in the oven?
How sad is that?