Why I won't be posting much for a while

Serious discussion area.
You realize that sometimes you're not okay, you level off, you level off, you level off...
Post Reply
Corey
Posts: 2578
Joined: 3/19/2002, 10:25 am
Location: Rochester, NY
Contact:
Contact Corey

Post by Corey »

I know it isn't easy. Hang in there and God bless.
<img src="http://www.clumsymonkey.net/phpBB2/download.php?id=4500">
#define QUESTION (bb || !bb) --william shakespeare
Top
Henrietta

Post by Henrietta »

There is nothing in this world that would comfort me if this happened to anyone I loved, so I'm not even going to try.

All I can say is know that there are hearts in time with yours out there.
Top
User avatar
Sufjan Stevens
Posts: 6738
Joined: 3/17/2002, 12:25 pm
Location: Detroit, MI

Post by Sufjan Stevens »

Nikki, just remember, everyone here at the CM loves you and we'll be here if you need some one to talk to.
I faced death. I went in with my arms swinging. But I heard my own breath and had to face that I'm still living. I'm still flesh. I hold on to awful feelings. I'm not dead... My chest still draws breath. I hold it. I'm buoyant. There's no end.
Top
User avatar
nelison
Posts: 5660
Joined: 3/16/2002, 9:37 pm

Post by nelison »

^ without a doubt
I can't wait until the day schools are over-funded and the military is forced to hold bake sales to buy planes.

"It's a great thing when you realize you still have the ability to surprise yourself. Makes you wonder what else you can do that you've forgotten about"
Top
rustynation
Posts: 296
Joined: 8/6/2002, 8:16 pm
Location: Boston
Contact:
Contact rustynation

Post by rustynation »

I send my condolences. And I don't know you, but *hugs* anyway.
~Official fan of Canadian Bands that can be abbreviated to three letters~
<p>...Though I haven't heard anything by Matthew Good...
Top
kyks17
Posts: 293
Joined: 6/3/2003, 1:51 am
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Contact:
Contact kyks17

Post by kyks17 »

and u know the hub and its hubsters r always there too :mrgreen:
:O
<a href="http://www.chairpage.com">You don't know the truth and I love your life</a>

Yeah Hub!!

I <3 my Joshy! Josh #1!!
Top
namkablam
Posts: 2631
Joined: 3/16/2002, 9:24 pm
Location: Belleville, ON
Contact:
Contact namkablam

Post by namkablam »

hey nikki *hugs*

I have no idea what you must be going through but it must be super tough. I've known you since Nov/Dec and you're a strong, loving and funny girl. You've got a great head on your shoulders and family, friends and time will help you through this difficult time in your life.

You brighten up my day everytime I talk to you nikki
Take care.. lots of love.

- Nam
________________
_______________
______________
_____________
____________
___________
__________
_________
Top
User avatar
nikki4982
Posts: 30273
Joined: 11/14/2002, 11:34 pm
Location: Collingswood, New Jersey, USA
Contact:
Contact nikki4982

Post by nikki4982 »

I love you guys so much. All of you. You're some of the sweetest people I know. Thank you again. *hugs*

And, I don't know which of you did it, but the flowers are absolutely beautiful. Thank you so much. Me and my mom were so surprised by them. I couldn't ask for better friends if I tried.
<table><tr><td>~ Nikki Edwards
Queen of the Harpies <img src="../phpBB2/files/queen_of_harpies.gif" align="texttop"></td><td><font color="orange">President of the Pookie Brigade</font>
"If you put those on the internet, I'll kill you guys!" - Jer</td></tr></table>
<center><img src="../phpBB2/files/squiggle.gif">

<font color="#3C8C8B">Imagine there's no heaven, it's easy if you try, no hell below us,
above us only sky, imagine all the people, <font color="#FFFFFF">living</font> for today...</font>

<font color="#50B4B3">Imagine there's no countries, it isn't hard to do, nothing to kill or die
for, no religion too, imagine all the people, living <font color="#FFFFFF">life</font> in peace...</font>

<font color="#89CDCC">Imagine no possesions, I wonder if you can, no need for greed or <font color="#FFFFFF">hunger</font>,
a brotherhood of man, imagine all the people, sharing all the <font color="#FFFFFF">world</font>...</font>

<font color="#B1DFDE">You may say I'm a <font color="#FFFFFF">dreamer</font>, but I'm not the only one, I hope
some day you'll join us, and the world will <font color="#FFFFFF">live</font> as one.</font></center></font>
Top
User avatar
happening fish
Posts: 17934
Joined: 3/17/2002, 11:22 am

Post by happening fish »

:)
awkward is the new cool
[url]gutterhome.blogspot.com[/url]
Top
User avatar
superboots
Posts: 7771
Joined: 6/5/2002, 4:53 pm
Location: 42.3° N 83.8° W (Funkytown)
Contact:
Contact superboots

Post by superboots »

:mrgreen:
HARDCORE!!!

OMG. I can't believe I din't think fo you
until now because when I think on
a scale of one to ten you're like YWELVE.
No, seriously?

I <3 my HLP!!!!!
Top
User avatar
Neil
Posts: 8405
Joined: 9/27/2002, 8:26 am
Location: Minnesota

Post by Neil »

Even though the world is hard, never give up.




I think I took that line from a 2Pac song, but its strong words I suppose.
Hatred is gained as much by good works as by evil. - Niccoló Machiavelli
Top
areusad831
Posts: 5427
Joined: 4/14/2002, 9:40 pm
Location: Palmerton, PA

Post by areusad831 »

im not sure what to say, just that ill be praying for you and your family. Your family was so nice to all of us and it really makes me upset that bad things keep happening to such good people. hope to talk to you soon.
old school CM'er 4 Life
Top
sandsleeper
Posts: 4210
Joined: 4/15/2002, 8:41 pm
Location: Long Island, NY / Montréal, QC
Contact:
Contact sandsleeper

Post by sandsleeper »

:)

hang in there, nikki.
Lick a finger: feel the now.
Top
User avatar
luckyJQ9
Posts: 3016
Joined: 5/9/2002, 8:02 am
Location: PA
Contact:
Contact luckyJQ9

Post by luckyJQ9 »

i'm so sorry Nikki. i wish i had the perfect comforting words to give you to help you through your terrible loss, but i'm afraid nothing i can say will mend all of your wounds. like the others i want to send you some CM love, as you know everyone here is behind you and will be there for you if you need us. you're valuable to the CM family, and i can speak for all of us when i say that we're here for you.
Top
Dr. Hobo
Posts: 18525
Joined: 9/7/2002, 2:05 am
Location: *wii*
Contact:
Contact Dr. Hobo

Post by Dr. Hobo »

*hugs*
my condolences to you and your family nikki
and like joey and many others have said.. let the grieving process take its course and let it occur naturally.. for as long as it takes at this point in time.. you'll get thru this a stronger person if you do
go fuck yourself.
Top
User avatar
buzhwa
Posts: 853
Joined: 2/4/2003, 12:30 am
Location: A², MI
Contact:
Contact buzhwa

Post by buzhwa »

I can't really say anything that hasn't been mentioned already, Nikki, but just know that you're in my thoughts. :)
<font color="#9879c7">~Sarah</font>
Top
Post Reply

Return to “Somewhere To Unwind”