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I feel kind of weird about my birthday this year. I've been kind of down and out all day. Not because of my birthday, though. What's weird is that I'm feeling this way in spite of the fact that it's my birthday.

I'm terrified of my flight test.

heh my last birthday was interesting

that's when i was going through that brutal depressive episode
worst birthday ever.

alex tried to make me feel better though

on another note

I am sad

Why are you sad? And my last few birthdays haven't been great either. I don't even look forward to it anymore.

happeninfish wrote:I'm terrified of my flight test.

But you're a great pilot! You'll do great!

That reminds me of this poster I saw in our HIGHSCHOOL business area. It was a grade nine poster on different careers. One of them was, and I quote "PIOLET".

because i am lonely and i miss rob and i was supposed to go do something with my friend megan but she is still not home and i don't know what the point is anyway

i don't like being alone but i don't like being with people. *sigh*

You're a riddle wraped in a .. um... how does that go again?

OLPMazurite wrote:
i don't like being alone but i don't like being with people. *sigh*

Yea thats exactly how i am. I hate being alone but than when i get with a bunch of people i want to be by myself.I'm weird.

me too

when i am with a bunch of people i usually feel very alone
unless they are people i feel really comfortable around

LMAO, that is how I am. I wish to get out of the house, and as soon as I get out I wish I was back home.

Rob...birthdays just get suckier as you get older. Less exciting.

and i'm starting to realize that i really have no friends and i'm pretty isolated here and it sucks

but the thing is, i don't want to be by lots of people

*sigh*

i don't understand myself

I don't have a social phobia

Plus, Bethany, you're a psych student. You just need to start looking at yourself objectively before you can figure out on your own what's going on in that head of yours.

Or, you could always find someone else who knows what they're doing to help you.

heh i have myself so analyzed
you have no idea

I'm sick of spending every night alone. This whole summer, not a single friend has called me. I always call them and bug them to do stuff with me, but they're always too busy. I'm sick of spending every night home alone crying.

OLPMazurite wrote:I don't have a social phobia

ha