Posted: 11/8/2003, 3:03 pm
doesn't want to leave the warmth of her house
I am supposed to go to a birthday party in an hour.
I am not ecactally in a social mood.
I have no gift and no money.
I want to sleep.
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Posted: 11/8/2003, 3:18 pm
Posted: 11/8/2003, 3:18 pm
I'm cold....
BRRRRRRRRR!
BRRRRRRRRR!
Posted: 11/8/2003, 3:23 pm
xonodoubt69 wrote:I need to get dressed but i really don't feel like it
Ah, I know. I look like a hobo, so I must change for work.
Posted: 11/8/2003, 4:23 pm
I just changed into my pajamas...it's only 3:30. 
Posted: 11/8/2003, 4:42 pm
Hehe, I accidentally destroyed my tea kettle.
I have 2 kettles, one for concentrted tea, and one for hot water. One's ceramic, and the other is iron or steel or some sort of metal. I accidentally put the ceramic tea kettle on the stove, and eventually it started burning, until it actually caught fire AND started melting... It was kinda interesting to watch. Oh well.
I have 2 kettles, one for concentrted tea, and one for hot water. One's ceramic, and the other is iron or steel or some sort of metal. I accidentally put the ceramic tea kettle on the stove, and eventually it started burning, until it actually caught fire AND started melting... It was kinda interesting to watch. Oh well.
Posted: 11/8/2003, 4:55 pm
Seeing Matrix Revolutions in an hour.
Here's comes the giddiness.
(pause)
Heeheeheeheehee!
Here's comes the giddiness.
(pause)
Heeheeheeheehee!
Posted: 11/8/2003, 5:02 pm
Are you going w/ that chic you wanted to ask out?
Posted: 11/8/2003, 5:06 pm
I CAN'T DO THISSSSSSSSS
Posted: 11/8/2003, 5:07 pm
yeah.. what ever happened with her?
Posted: 11/8/2003, 5:30 pm
these papers are not doing too well 
. i was yelling at myself, my family thinks i've gone crazy.
. i was yelling at myself, my family thinks i've gone crazy.Posted: 11/8/2003, 5:33 pm
Take it easy.
Posted: 11/8/2003, 5:42 pm
carnival_7 wrote:these papers are not doing too well
thats the worst feeling in the world. i'm sorry.Posted: 11/8/2003, 5:49 pm
it's actually more funny than sad 
Posted: 11/8/2003, 5:59 pm
meant the 8 million papers to write part.
not the yelling at yourself...
that's kinda funny
Posted: 11/8/2003, 6:07 pm
i finally saw reloaded on friday
and revolutions today
yay!
and revolutions today
yay!
Posted: 11/8/2003, 6:09 pm
yeah, sometimes it's better to just laugh or else i will go crazy
but good news i'm about half done all my papers due next week. Anyone interested in doing one? there's still english, half of politics and children and literacy left. any takers?
Posted: 11/8/2003, 6:18 pm
How much?
Posted: 11/8/2003, 6:19 pm
Yep, I feel inexplicably horrible tonight. I don't know why. Just yesterday I had the best day I've had in months. I saw Belle and Sebastian with Rasputina, I met a bunch of girls and got phone numbers, people hugged me, I bought a nifty B&S shirt and had this insanely hot girl say she knew who I was and hit on me for 15 minutes, I went to Denny's and talked to lots of people there, and I felt genuinely happy.
Today, I go to work and get some stupid award for doing my job insanely well. I got to sleep for once.
Right now, for some reason, I am shaking and I'm not cold. I feel sick. I feel like cutting myself. I just don't want to live and I don't know why. Things are getting better, and for some fucking reason I am feeling worse. Why the hell is this happening? I don't fucking deserve this.
Today, I go to work and get some stupid award for doing my job insanely well. I got to sleep for once.
Right now, for some reason, I am shaking and I'm not cold. I feel sick. I feel like cutting myself. I just don't want to live and I don't know why. Things are getting better, and for some fucking reason I am feeling worse. Why the hell is this happening? I don't fucking deserve this.
Posted: 11/8/2003, 6:42 pm
My guess is cause you're used to things going shitty, so you're scared of things going well.